i love walking in the rain
and regarding my addiction to pain
i dont want anyone to see my tears
i will not show them my deepest fear
endless days of loneliness
FRIENDSHIP Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Dont even bother calling yourself a friend if you intend to destroy me. All just to make yourself look better? I dont mind losing the people who left because of your words. It just shows how much the friendship was worth. When i decide to be friends with someone, i trust them and really take them as a friend. I will never believe that a friend would harm me unless i was hurt myself. Even so, i believe in second chances. I dont need the little games people like you play. You want to say something? say it. make a point. if you dont even have one. just dont start. It only shows how silly and shallow you are.
2:32 PM
di yi ci zui hou Sunday, February 22, 2009
di yi ci ni qian zhe wo zhou le yi tiao jie
di yi ci ni wen le wo bing leng de chun
di yi ci wo xiang xing ai bu shi huang yan
di yi ci wo zheng zhen de gan jue..
ai
zhen de bu shi ni shuo de na me jian dan
ye bu shi ni da ying guo de mei you bei pan
wo ying wei xiang xing ni
wo ying wei ai shang ni
dao zui hou wo zi ji shou le shang
wei he yao zhe yang
di yi ci ni shuo wo ai ni
di yi ci ni da ying wo yong yuan bu fen li
di yi ci wo kai shi xiang xing zhi ji
di yi ci wo jian chi yao ren xing
ai
zhen de bu shi ni shou de na me jian dan
ye bu shi ni da ying guo de mei you bei pan
wo ying wei xiang xing ni
wo ying wei ai shang ni
dao zui hou wo zi ji shou le shang
wei he yao zhe yang (x2)
zhe yi ci ni qian zhe ta zhou guo wo shen pang
zhe yi ci ni wen de chun shi shu yu ta
zhe yi ci wo ying wei ai qing gan dao hai pa
zhe yi ci wo de yan lei, ni mei ban fa, cha gan zhui hou yi ci, ting ni shuo ai ta
8:45 AM
Saturday, February 21, 2009
baby. its written all about us. there was never another. how we didnt work out. tell me you didnt mean those words you said. tell me that i still matter. or did you really mean it?
11:44 PM
張惠妹 趁早 Monday, February 16, 2009
5:07 PM
LUCKY Monday, February 09, 2009
I LOVE MY BESTFRIEND.
8:01 PM
made me a fool
i just wanted to fly high up in the sky and leave all of these behind
i dont want to cry my tears have ran dry never thought that i could fall
cause you
gave me the courage to love once more only to be the one to destroy it all gave me the faith to believe in love only to stand there watching me fall made me a fool
i just wanted to run away from this place every second here is pain
i dont want to hear explantions are excuses to me never knew how hard this could be
cause you
gave me the courage to love once more only to be the one to destroy it all gave me the faith to believe in love only to stand there watching me fall made me a fool
7:34 PM
THE VERONICAS
WHEN IT ALL FALLS APART
I'm having the day from hell
it was all going so well (before you came)
And you told me you needed space
With a kiss on the side my face (not again)
And not to mention (the tears I shed)
But I should have kicked your (ass instead)
I need intervention
Attention to to stop temptation to scream
'cause baby
Everything is F'ed up
straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do
when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up
where do I start
'cause I can't turn to you
when it all falls apart
No
Don't know where I parked my car
Don't know who my real friends are (anymore)
I put my faith in you
What a stupid thing to do (when it rains it pours)
And not to mention (I drank too much)
I'm feeling hung over (and out of touch)
I need intervention
Attention to to stop temptation to scream
'cause baby
Can it be easier?
Can I just change my life?
'cause it just seems to go bad everytime
Will I be mending?
another one ending once again
Falls apart
Gotta pick myself up
'cause things are messed up
7:29 PM
just dont say anything Sunday, February 08, 2009
feeling so breathless cant take this anymore it all seems so senseless i know im gonna fall
thought i had it all one final call im back where i started who'd catch me when i fall
and i get so amazed at how i made it this far when i awake i realise im back at the start
dont tell me that we'll be forever or say that you'll never change dont say im the only one that mattered cause your words dont mean a thing everytime, i believe i end up, with wounds all over me just dont say anything
feeling so senseless cant think anymore its all so meaningless i know im gonna fall
thought i had it all one final call im back where i started who'd catch me when i fall
and i get so amazed at how i made it this far when i awake i realise im back at the start
dont tell me that we'll be forever or say that you'll never change dont say im the only one that mattered cause your words dont mean a thing everytime, i believe i end up, with wounds all over me just dont say anything
all of the lies you've said all of the tears i've shed all of the memories we shared its hurting me i cant breathe i dont want anymore 'you and me's
2:57 AM
ITS 2009 Saturday, January 24, 2009
omg. its 2009. hum. im still the same annoyingly bitchy prissy royal princess i was when i typed the first entry for 2008. right. im really bored. and i decided to visit already dead virtual diary. so. i really have nothing to rant about. so here. my goal for 2009 is to ensure an entry daily. and maybe start partying really hard again. its been so long. alrighty. some pictures from random folders i have before i take my leave. im really bored. god. OH OH OH!! im so in love with this song right now luh. "hot'n'cold" by Katy Perry. the mtv for that song is just oh-so-hot!! i know right? that wedding dress and the outifts. (i'd wear it for my wedding luh) *grin.
Katy Perry
Hot N Cold
You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes
Yeah you, PMS
Like a bitch
I would know
And you always think
Always speak Crypticly I should know
That you’re no good for me
Cause
you’re hot then you’re cold
You’re yes then you’re no
You’re in and you’re out
You’re up and you’re down
You’re wrong when it’s right
It’s black and it’s white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up You, You don’t really want to stay, no
You, but you don’t really want to go-o
You’re hot then you’re cold
You’re yes then you’re no
You’re in and you’re out
You’re up and you’re down
We used to be
Just like twins
So in sync
The same energy
Now’s a dead battery
Used to laugh bout nothing
Now your plain boring I should know that you’re not gonna change
Cause
you’re hot then you’re cold
You’re yes then you’re no
You’re in and you’re out
You’re up and you’re down
You’re wrong when it’s right
It’s black and it’s white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up
You, You don’t really want to stay, no
You, but you don’t really want to go-o
You’re hot then you’re cold
You’re yes then you’re no
You’re in and you’re out
You’re up and you’re down
Someone call the doctor
Got a case of a love bi-polar
Stuck on a roller coaster
Can’t get off this ride
You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes
Cause
you’re hot then you’re cold
You’re yes then you’re no
You’re in and you’re out
You’re up and you’re down
You’re wrong when it’s right
It’s black and it’s white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up you’re hot then you’re cold
You’re yes then you’re no
You’re in and you’re out
You’re up and you’re down
You’re wrong when it’s right
It’s black and it’s white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up
You
You don’t really want to stay, no
You
but you don’t really want to go-o
You’re hot then you’re cold
You’re yes then you’re no
You’re in and you’re out
You’re up and you’re down
(p.s im not that girl you think i am, im better)
10:29 AM
IN SEARCH OF SANITY Wednesday, September 10, 2008
No. i have not died. In case any of you are wondering. Just have not been updating my blog as much due to time constrains. right. mj is like the hottest activity now. oh wells. im going in search of my lost sanity.
HAHA.
tata chicas
5:58 AM
CALISTA FAYE
searching for sanity
craving for lychee martinis
adores herself
